A Quest for Community
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
When I focused on any
particular window, it instantly opened to reveal a full-blown life
scenario, complete with all the sensations of 'real-life.' And as my
focus moved rapidly from card to card, I realized that there was a
common
element running through them. They all had something to do with the
"Goddess." Most of the scenarios involved actual temples
and rituals dedicated to the Goddess, complete with beautiful
priestesses in flowing robes and all, though many of them weren't in
human bodies. I was a female in some of them, but a male in most,
having various roles as guardian, protector, lover, teacher, adept,
etc. Some of them involved sensual tantric rituals, others were of
serene contemplation, and others were of wild battle scenes where I was
fighting with vicious aggressors who wanted to destroy the temples and
their priestesses. I skimmed through an incredible number of
inspiring spiritual scenes sprinkled with horrifying scenes of rape and
plunder.